Straight curious guy about to meet someone for the first time

Final update: After he came, I got back in bed and sucked him some more. He was soft now, and it made it easier for me to suck his dick. I asked him if I could just stay down there and do what I wanted, and he said of course. I practiced on him some more, sucking, deep throating, licking his balls. I started to feel more comfortable with a dick in my mouth, know I that I didn't have to make him cum. I think that's what made me nervous, wondering if I was able to get him off.

As I was in bed with him, I quickly realized that if I were to do this regularly, I could only do it as a submissive person. Whereas with girls, I'm very aggressive and love to control. With this guy, it seems like his pleasure is what made me want to keep going. I wanted him to be pleased. I felt weak around him, which confused me even more. As I was licking and sucking him, he began talking dirty, about how he would love to fuck my ass. He was just talking shit, until I realized he was serious. I told him I wasn't prepared for that, and oral was what I wanted to start with. He said we are both here naked, we might as well try it. I kept saying no, but in a strange fucked up way, his persistence is what I needed. It turned me on. The thought of him wanting to do these things with me fucked with my head and I wanted to please him. This sounds a lot worse than it is. Everything I did tonight only happened because I let it, but his constant verbal sexual talk was hot to me.

Conveniently, he brought condoms and a little tube of lube. Perhaps it was the liquor, but I gave in. I know this pressure and persistence was done with a little wink of role play, but submitting to him turned me on so fucking much. I continued to go down on him until he got hard again. He lubed up first, then put the condom on, lubed up some more, then put lube between my ass. We started with me on my back, my legs on his shoulders. I knew anal hurt. Hell, watching straight painal is one of my biggest kinks, but nothing prepared me for this sensation. He was very gentle, very slow. But getting the head in hurt like hell. After he got the head in, he pushed a little more until about three more inches were in my ass, then he stopped completely. He didn't go any deeper. He just told me to get used to this feeling first. I give him credit and I suppose I'm very lucky, but this guy was very Pati and overall seemed like a great guy to be with for my first time.

His cock was partially in my ass for about 3 minutes and then I needed a break. We put more lube on, and then we switched to doggy style. This position felt less painful, or maybe the shock of a dick in my ass was over and I getting used to it. I still couldn't handle thrusting. When he tried, it hurt and I took it out quick. So he was OK with just putting it in me and not thrusting. If when he was completely still, I could feel his cock throbbing which I thought was so sexy. The final position was me laying flat on my stomach, and he laying on my back, proned out. I think this was my face position. I felt the most helpless and submissive in this position. The only thing I didn't like was he tried licking and kissing my ear while he was inside me, and I wasn't into it. In this position, he never thrusted all of the way in but would thrust just the tip. I'm be very glad that he didn't have a huge cock because this would have never happened. Not even close. I wasn't looking at the clock, but I think his cock was inside of me for almost 10 min. Feeling pain turned me on. Feeling like I was being used for another person's pleasure turned me on too. He must have been turned on too, because he was able to cum without a lot of deep thrusting, and with us taking occasional breaks to let me relax. Feeling him cum, feeling his body convulse and twitch, and feeling and hearing his breathing go out of control, was an amazing experience.

I still can't believe this evening happened. It was a crazy night of a lot of firsts. It was a good enough experience for me, that I know I'll try it all again one day. The only thing is, I desperately want to fuck a girl so bad right now. I want a girl to be submissive with me the way I was with this guy. I think being with both guys and girls is something I'll hope becomes a regular thing.

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