Let it be known on this sub that there's a difference between being sad and bored because of your own shitty, unprogressive life mainly because of your own bad decisions with no will to change and having a mental illness that takes away every part of what makes you a functioning, growing, happy human and it feels like your mind is dying and your body is withering.

If you have depression, I am sorry, I don't know completely how it feels, but I know it's enough to take everything from you that once made you feel like a person. Take your medication, do what you like in life and keep on the pursuit to happiness. Not sure how much that means but I mean it.