The struggle of wanting to talk so badly but not having the opportunity to is so painful.

Trust me when I say today was a rollercoaster for me. I found out a lot of family things, I found out and discussed my feelings for what I feel like is the first real time in my life (15m). For me today a lot happened that I think needed to happen I was in trouble but ultimately we discussed why I was acting the way I did and really got down into what happened and why I was feeling this way. I won't talk about what happened because it's personal but it really took me all of my life to do this and honestly 10 mins done talking I think I can finally move on out of this. I have thought about ending it lol sometimes because of all of the things that were going on in my life, I used to the to hear this sappy shit but really whatever is really bothering you I strongly urge you to talk to someone about it and if that doesn't work find something that will because you matter and you need to stay alive because you were put on this earth to do something. Struggling with depression for 2 years in secret with daddy issues, with self worth, and how I look I finally am back to okay. There will be a time where you are at your lowest and all I can say is from personal experience that it's only going to get better you know so I know how hard depression is and how it effects people's being as a whole so I know it's not something that will just go away overnight or even in a week in a month, in a day. The main thing I want you to take away from this is that there are people that care about you there are people who care about why you've been through even if things do get worse cuz let's be real it's life just think back to what I said. - a random stranger on the internet ❣️❣️❣️

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