yea i mean i still live w my parents (but thats pretty appropriate for my age) and i have a job but its eh.

applied for some higher paying jobs and waiting to hear back.

not big on porn but i have a kickass girlfriend so all in all i’m probably orgasming more than some porn addicts.

i guess my anxiety spirals from the idea that im not in control of where i sit on the worlds economic chain. in america, one foul-up can drastically change the direction of your life. i am a nature lover whose primary directive is freedom. my access to both nature and freedom are both directly influenced by the amount of money/time i will be able to garner.