Sending you such a big virtual hug. I went through the same thing. I quickly “got over it” I think to help progress my relationship with my partner and to be a better mom for my firstborn. My depression was getting overwhelming so I thought let me just get over it. But nope. I would cry in the shower alone, wake up around 3am to just stare into space and let me be in my real emotions. Then months afterwards, everything came pouring on me where I just raged. I called my partner every name in the book for not understanding my loss, not understanding that it’s our loss, and how he doesn’t even see that I’m crumbling inside. It felt good to just rage. You’re not alone..❤️ remember you’re doing the best you can with the terrible cards that we’re dealt with.