She was married.

We had a few tiny sexual jokes here and there and she stuck her face close to mine. For a long time I kept returning home super horny trying to figure out whether or not she wanted it.

Then one day I went for it and kissed her.

I left and we had a long conversation on the phone with me telling her that her happiness is important and apologising amd bullshit like that. Within two or three days we went out and made out.

At first I fucked her in her car.

I remember cumming on her pussy, her wearing her panties and sending her home to her husband dirty. I often jerk off to that fuck.

We soon moved to a hotel room. Once my family was gone so I fucked her in our house and came inside of her twice.

She got divorced and told me her husband was abusive and drunk and shared several horror stories.

She asked me many times to tell her I love her even if I didn't mean it and I didn't. We fucked for two maybe three years till one day she turned cold

I D tell her how much I missed her and she D say thank you.

She only fucked me once more after a long long time in her car, which I hated cause it was quick and in the middle of the street etc.

We talk every now and then and she still says thank you when I tell her romantic or dirty stuff.

Don't know if we ll ever fuck again. I am trying but I have no idea what is going on. I am not going crazy over it. She has mistreated me a lot