am a female po koya :P . i cant remember the # of times i have to ask myself "are you even pretty enough to do this or that or to act maarte about this and that". this is every single day. the answer is always no because i am a 3/10 at best, overweight all my life. 

now in relation to what u sais, i would most definitely pick being attractive rather than be born into a wealthy family. Any day. I dont hate money, but typically a rich woman is only recognised where she is rich. a hot girl is hot everywhere. a hot girl gets away with anyting. if i become hot i can be maarte and OC. it's not even the male attention/validation i would get. It's the fact that everyone, i mean everyone will treat me 100x nicer. looks fade, but if im hot, at least i can say for sure "i had a great prime". However, as i grew older ive come to terms witb ugliness, but sometimes i wonder, man would it be nice to be a 10 even for a day.

Shet. writing that was difficult and made me very feel uncomfy. I can only say this on Reddit because cant tell this to people IRL without being ridiculed on how i view myself and the world. Anonymity is nice