I posted about shooting up to dizzy 3 weeks ago. I said in my post tonight I last used dope about a month ago, so what I said is actually fairly accurate. I don't generally estimate time well but I figure being a week or so off isn't reason to call someone out as if she is lying. I posted 9 days ago in a comment that I often enjoy shooting up to dizzy. How that implies that I was currently banging dope is beyond me.

Since you skim my posts and assume that I'm both lying and not legitimately trying to get clean because my personal story doesn't line up with two personal anecdotes that have nothing to do with me or my situation, I will explain what I have explained in other posts that you haven't bothered to read since you were lookinh for something to contradict what I have stated here. Surely, you understand that insurance prices vary greatly from person to person and that most insurance doesn't cover addiction treatment? I was quoted $250/month for Obamacare. Maybe you can get ACA coverage for $100/month, but I can't. My employer's insurance, which I am waiting for to be effective as I recently started a new job, is $200/month and does not cover any of the programs in my area. I don't qualify for any assistance or subsidies through ACA insurance; I make enough that I don't qualify but not enough to afford sub maintenance for myself alone, let alone for both my husband and myself. I called every program in my area and am looking at well over $1500 a month for just myself if you add up the appointment costs and the prescription cost. We usually average $3500-4000/month between the two of us, but we have extensive debt for which we are being garnished, so we have little left over fo rent and bills. There is also a six month waiting list for all sub maintenance programs in my area, so I can't just walk into a doctor. I was unaware that I could get suboxone from the manufacturer for free (though I highly doubt that I qualify as I no longer qualify for manufacturer assistance for Cymbalta and had to go off it after a couple months of no longer qualifying).

Like, should I just delete my post because I really don't want to deal with people who have nothing better to do than pick my words apart, call me a liar, and talk down to me. And people can comment and talk to me like shit, get upvoted, and I get downvoted for defending myself. Wtf?