Suicidal

Thank you I'm so sorry you read all that childish angst. Thank you so much for your kind words. Much of my pain and suffering is my fault so I do deserve it. Not all of it was my fault and that pain I don't deserve. But that's the same for all of us. There are very few people who aren't dealing with pain and suffering not of their own making. I wish I could help all of them by exorcising the evil that happened and made us different...depressed. There is no part of me that wants to keep living. There's just an intense desire not to hurt my mom. That's it. And that will be enough. The pain is just a lot and it really hit critical mass tonight. After days. Thank you for reaching out.

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