You don’t want hurt anyone anymore. Yet you are thinking about ending your life. Did you even bother thinking about the other outcomes after your death? You won’t be hurting just your daughter and wife, but everyone around you. If you killed yourself now do you even know how much it is to cover funeral expenses? Do you even know how hard is it to be a single parent? Your death leads to plenty of hardships for your family. You killing yourself could actually ruin both of their lives than just transmitting hsv-2. I can’t believe a simple skin condition that majority of the population does have can easily influence your decision over financial burdens and emotional distress to your loved one is actually worth killing yourself for. Sorry to be blunt or sound like an ass, but rethink your decision. Find different ways to handle this situation. There are other ways rather than making an irrational decision.