Suicidal people of reddit, when did you decide not do it? And why?

Well, I was all set to zip it up october 30th. My music sold a lot better than I expected. Lol that's it. I honestly thought I was done after my studio was robbed as I was full time into producing/performing and lost both at the worst possible time. If it came down to it, I'd die with my dignity and making an artistic statement rather than with dishonor or go homeless. No disrespect to the homeless but I've seen how people treat them. I'd die first.

I also decided after years of ignoring/surpressing certain feelings to finally embrace my hateful side and become what this city has made me and that I want to destroy my family once and for all to take the name for myself and have a fresh start away from decades of corruption. But that's a different story

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