Bad emotions are suppressed and often told not to be shown. I think if we allowed those to happen then people would recover from illnesses much better. If we just allow ourselves to feel emotions we will feel much more validated, as they are never wrong. It's what we can do to bridge between right and wrong and create those boundaries to respect other people. We have no business in disturbing other people or animals. The Internet has only really created a division between other people and made growing up a lot more difficult. We do not know the long term affects of this after all. The Internet was just a way animals continued to evolve, and hopefully this path we've taken is a good one. Suicide is an option, but I don't believe it is the best one. I keep alive knowing I am a certain manifestation of the universe, just a lens of what it really might be. I think people deserve to be respected, spoken to, validated, etc. In hope my suicidal thoughts have decreased when I seek other people who love me, but I will eventually find something else to continue on. I hope I gain the maturity and confidence to move on with my life, even if it's not what the rest of the world is doing.