I understand. Family sucks . My grandparents, my uncles , my dad's brothers all of them are so unsupportive till date. My parents are hard working, but my relatives have tried to sabotage everything we have. There was point in our life that we didn't have even 10 bucks per day as income. I used to go to a good school and used to often feel sad when I knew my fees being paid late used to wonder why it happened to me. But once I heard my dad in the morning tell my mom that" I don't know what we'll do anymore, how to feed kids" And that time in my life lasted for like 4-5 years. And we had no visitors from relatives at all , cause they just didn't care, during our hardships. That's what they wanted, for us to suffer. But slowly things got better, dad worked Harder, gave me the best education. He even met with a major femur fracture last year and he still goes to work . There were times were I used to sulk why all this , happening to me, whenever I get these thoughts I used to wonder, If I do the same that means I'm leaving them like all my other relatives have. Then there isn't any difference between them and me. After that I always thought that no matter what, quitting isn't the option. It's striving to do better and not giving a damn. And giving the world to your parents that they deserve. It's hard out there. But dad always said hardships will always pass,it may take time but it can never stay with you. So let this pass, and strive to give the world to your mamma. Don't do this, nothing will ever come god out of it .