Tales from 8th grade: a letter to my crush of 6 months. Cringe at your own risk.

Well honestly I don't know how to start this text, because honestly there's too much to say in such little time before you go to sleep. But throughout this text, you might think I'm the hugest stalker you've ever seen, you might want to put me on a restraining order or something. I don't really know. What I'm about to pour out to you has been building up inside of me since the winter of seventh grade. But I decided tonightwas the night to finally take it off of my chest and just tell you. To start off, I still like you. No, to be honest, it's beyond that. I would say in love if I wasn't a 14 year old boy going into highschool. To start off, I don't know if I ever told you this, but last year during you + [ex boyfriend's] relationship, I literally checked your Facebook every day to see if you two were still dating. Honestly i did. I don't know if that sounds like me being mean thinking "YES [she] IS SINGLE" when I'm sure you were bawling your eyes out when it was over (even though I had no chance at all with even being friends with you last year). Ok so theres the evidence that I thought you were really attractive even last year. (and at [a] party too but I was too shy to talk) so then at lunch in the winter, I would never talk around you and [ Male friend of her's] because I was so afraid of you two... [Male friend of her's] because he hated me last year and because you are the prettiest girl in the school so I didn't wanna seem annoying or bad mannered or anything (I'll get to the whole prettiest girl thing after this section of my....love essay I guess...., because I know you think that's a bunch of bs because I say that to "every girl" which is completely understandable from your point of view). So I was about to go over the mistakes ive had to you. but I think that by the end of this you'll understand that affection this deep doesn't happen much in a 14 year old boy. Well [girl's name] I'm not lying, you are the prettiest girl iknow that's going into [Future high school]. You might think that's bullshit, but you don't know how gorgeous you are. Even if [flirtatious classmate] told you, that's one lie he never told, because that's not a lie at all. Even when you read those texts I sent to heather, even when I told [her best friend] how gorgeous she was when she got her braces off. NO ONE CAN COMPARE TO YOU. NO ONE. here's another little fun fact too- after the infamous day when I said "I don't wanna be friends anymore" I unfollowed you on twitter to see how long it would take for you to notice. It took you 96 days. March 5 to may 30.That's not what is so stalkerish tho- I put your twitter in saved searches and I checked what you tweeted every single day. Just to see if there was anything like "@BitchProblems- I love it when guys text first and are nice." not that exact tweet, but if there was ever that type of tweet, then I would do my best to make it noticeable to you. So what im trying to say is that I've liked you for 6 months. I haven't stopped. I can't get over you. I don't want to either, because you have the dreamiest face and your smile melts my heart. (as girly as that sounds, Its true). This wasn't as long a letter as I wouldve liked, because there's a lot more to describe to you about how much feelings I have for you (for example, every single subtweet about missing a girl was about you. It feels like my heart is being ripped to pieces whenever I see a picture that reminds me of you). So, lastly, I just want to tell you about a dream I had the other night that I cannot stop thinking about. I had a dream where a genie granted me one wish. And I wished to date you for at least one day. And that was the best dream I ever had. I remember in the dream it was at nighttime, and we went out to like a 5 star restaurant in [city close to our residences] and I remember you looked as gorgeous youll ever be. You were wearing a stunning blue dress with pink flowers on it, your hair was curly, and you had the cutest smile ever on your face. Then after dinner, I remember we even went to [her favorite boy band] concert (yes you heard that right. I imagined us going to a [same band] concert as my 1 wish dream.) the whole night you were having a great time, even I was too! Just the experience to see you so happy, made me even happier than you were. Afterwards we took a cab home, and we just walked into my backyard and just, layed in the grass, staring at the clouds, holding your hand. And then... We kissed. I dreamt the most amazing kiss I will have ever had. And after that, I just saw your smile...and the dream ended. If I even had only one day to have a relationship with you, I would be the best boyfriend you've ever had. And ever will have. Her response: "wow" TL;DR: It's a love story baby just say yes

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