Today.
I've been pissing blood for the past few months to pass with an A.
I had some errands in school today, but didn't attend classes. Asked one teacher in the hallway do I owe her anything, should I come to class after I'm done.
She says "No, all's good".
Once I was done, I wanted to see what my final grade was going to be in person, so I knocked on the door and asked if I may come in.
"Sit down and be quiet"
So I did.
And then she gives me an F and writes me up for not bringing my class supplies, and lowers my final grade in her subject.
Lowering my overall final grade to a B.
I just fucking lost it, all the hours wasted making stupid presentations and seminars and extra homework in other subjects to get a higher grade, only to get screwed over during the last week by a subject that I didn't expect to be an issue at all.
Had about six breakdowns since it happened, I can't bring myself together.
So many events and opportunities missed for nothing.