Als my mom's abusive crackhead boyfriend stole everything from our house even though we were poor, including my birthday presents.

Also my dad threatened to kill my mom and I had M16s and Glocks pointed at me because I fit my dad's description, share his name, and was in the same place he said he was going to be. That day my little sister attempted suicide, my mom had to be restrained at the hospital, and CPS got involved. I watched my life dissolve that day.

Also I've been in two different mental hospitals.

Also I'm too afraid to tell anyone these things and shake like a leaf when saying them out loud.I was conditioned to lie for yhe family's safety.

I've been hit with a crowbar by mom. I bled and limped at school.

I've tried many drugs. They made me happy.

My mom has said many terrible things including multiple times she hates my sister and I.

I have memory problems due to abuse and mental illness. Not dumb, just forget a lot of things that happened to me

I officially have depression, anxiety, ADHD, and an IQ of 139. Because of the first three things, all my intelligence really helps me do is not relate to other people.

Okay last one, it just feels good to say these things. I was beaten to the point of bruises with a belt for saying "no" when I was 6.