There is no way not to worry .. life is full of surprises good and bad ones .. first i thought getting pregnant was easy then it took some time.. i thought pregnancy is easy then i had a misscariage last year .. i thought i would be pregnant right away them it took almost half a year to get pregnant again.. every day is a challenge, waiting for every milestone is nerve racking, now im all fears and anxieties but i just don't give in to them .. but this awkward feeling is always there i just run away from it and get busy in anything that distract my mind because think about it if something was to go wrong i had absolutely no power over it .. so i choose to be optimistic itis just seems the only option i have