Don't act too desperate for her attention. If you beg you'll lose self respect and also lose her. Girls loose attraction when you act desperate. Attraction and attention generates when there's a distance between people. Try no contact it'll soon make her wonder about you and will increase your self respect. Man up Focus on yourself i know its hard but telling you from my past experiences. Being desperate won't help. Go no contact when she'll approach you be open with your words. Don't make her feel like you are scared to loose her. Ask her you need a serious conversation and control your emotions. (Try watching videos by Develop attraction ~ YouTube)