Thank you, I guess I should make an emergency appointment though. Looks at clock think I missed the boat for "first thing", but I suppose I can try tomorrow, if I can pry myself out of bed early enough anyway (that's the trouble with having to call early and going to these appointments, it's so hard when you're depressed lol).

Not to be a negative nancy but I don't know if this - whatever I have - can be treated, I've dealt with what I think is depression (maybe bipolar) since I was 6/7 years old and now that I've finally tried meds, I've only felt worse and more confused than I've ever felt before. Not to mention counselling isn't really helping as I still have no clue why I'm depressed and go through these up and down cycles in the first place.