these people are hard to find

Weed has completely changed me as a person. I used to be very outgoing and nice guy but smoking every day has made me really socially awkward, short with people, cant hold conversations with anybody even closest friends. My brain is always foggy, bad short term memory, bad diet due to weed not giving me an appetite. No sex drive, no ambitions, very unconcerned with everything around me. It just makes you so comfortable with being lazy and doing nothing. I just wasted 6 years of my life smoking 24/7 basically and I'm trying hard to quit. Yes I'm addicted to it. It's even worse now that recently there has been very very easy ways to consume with oilpens and etc. Dont be like me and let it take over your life. Smoking a couple times a month is fine. Dont do that shit everyday. I regret every time I take a hit now. Just feel so numb/empty and I want to feel feelings again. My dopamine is completely fucked up. I hate coming home everyday and sitting at home not doing shit. Lost so many friends from wanting to smoke alone at home and not going out. Lot of opportunities I missed out on. Lot of girls had intrest in me but my awkwardness from smoking has screwed all that up. No longer even enjoy simply watching a TV show/movie or play any of my favorite games. A lonely life weed has put me in. I'm young only 23 so i feel like if i quit now it will be okay.

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