things have fallen apart

College is just a piece of life and pretty soon it’ll just be a blip in the distance. You can look at statistics on success, happiness, graduation rates, jobs, etc., but in the end you will always be yourself. I don’t know what you should do. To be honest I don’t know anything. All being at this university has taught me I don’t know shit. I don’t know how to live my own life. I don’t know how to connect well with others. I don’t know anything about my major. I make excuses for my grades. I don’t try as hard as I should. I smoke weed whenever possible. I don’t go out enough because I feel like I missed the opportunity. I don’t feel satisfied with myself. I can’t decide on what to do on simple matters and I’m too anxious to reach out to strangers. I’m a underdeveloped character and I’m trying desperately to figure out how to do while simultaneously overworking and destroying my life.

I just said a lot of I statements. The point is we all suck. Humans suck. Idk man. Go get a hamburger and drop out. Or don’t. Be successful and say fuck it. The more time either of us spends worrying is less time doing.

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