things my dad did that I realize are not okay as an adult

I have such a disordered relationship with food now. Since I was 13/14 my family has been telling me lost weight. Looking back at pictures of myself i was soooooo thin. Like I was the weight of a normal teen. I looked fine. I was healthy. They sparked eating disorder tendencies in me. And a lifetime of self image issues. I honestly don’t know if I can ever forgive them. And it was my whole family. Only one family member has apologized about how they treated me in regards to weight growing up. Yet still make comments presently about working out and exercise. It’s just like they never learn how to treat another human being. And I hate being around them bc their toxic views deep into me and even though I know it’s ridiculous I start having similar thoughts.

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