One of the things I pickes up along the way was that if you dont fix and dig into your shit it will come back in another relationship. Sooner or later. Look at your ex..he apparently never fixed his shit and he probably will.go thru another similar thing..so for me digging in and.trying to fix my shit is really important. I want to fix the rest of my issues but haven't..obviously but for now I'm just trying to accept and be st peace with the.way I am. I feel better and happier in my life..so as I see your journey it really is encouraging..i wasnt ready to start counseling until my 40s ..after many years of being misrable and not really appreciating it until I was out it. It will get better but there has to be a conscious decision to make it so..

Peace..and. Now I'm going to look at your scantily clad women and lips and go browsing Instagram..I'll have the phone next to me if you want to say hi during the night but if not goodnight princess..wear and t-shirt to bed for me...i miss that..night