I am very interested since ISIS became a major force. I wanted to understand what made people do bad things who weren't bad people. Then I began thinking about the fact people sincerely believe these things.
I used to think people were bluffing, that everyone privately knew it was impossible to know for certain, I was dead wrong,
Have since read the Old Testament, New Testament, some of the Talmud, Quran, Sahih Bukhari, Sahih Muslim (Hadith), Sira (Biography of Muhammad)
I have started taking it quite seriously and I am both attracted to it and repelled by it.
Still don't believe in god but I am really curious about what it must feel like to believe in an afterlife, is incredible to me.