Well, thanks for explaining.

I'm not a doctor, so I can never truly understand the amount of pressure and scrutiny you are under on a daily basis from all directions. All I can really say is that it seems perfectly reasonable to be completely overwhelmed with such a tough set of responsibilities.

I wish you the best of luck and hope things start to get easier as time goes on. No job is worth losing your life over. Kudos to you for have the wherewithal to recognize that you needed help. I'm sure there's many in your position who feel unable to speak up about it; maybe you have set an example for someone else who is dealing with something similar. It seems to me you did everything right (from a non-doctor perspective).