I was raped when I was 18 by my high school boyfriend (long term abusive relationship, stayed with him until I was 22 and it kept happening), and was a victim of CSA. Also the child of two drug addicts, both of whom have family history of addiction and mental illness. The first rape by my ex brought it all out, and I had/have what I think is pretty fucking obvious PTSD. Started binge drinking on my 21st birthday, broke up with him at 22, kept drinking, got raped at least twice while drunk, honestly maybe more since I was blacked out so often. That doesn't include the iffy ones I was too drunk to remember if I consented or not. Makes for a great party story. Wanna hear about the time it was three guys, or one of the times it was just one? Or about the stuff my ex used to make me do because I was so desperate not to lose the only person who'd ever pretended to love me? Great party talk. Leave me the fuck alone, I don't binge drink anymore. I'm still having fun, what's the issue? Because if you keep pushing I WILL make it real awkward, real fast.