First of all. Happy birthday.

I know the feeling but my parents are alive. But whenever its my birthday, its just feel like its a normal day. No friends to hang out, no buddy to chill with, and no surprises. Altho i have some friends greeting me in social media because my info’s are on public. But last year i private all my shit. And víolá, all those greetings are gone. Only my grandma/pa and my family knows my birthday and i love it.

And maybe some of your close family will say “it happens for a reason” but you kept questioning why me? Why my parents. I just know this because my mother side grandma pass away and it sucks.

Keep breathing my friend