Wow you just gave me a panic attack. So I was extremely calm at first but then your comment made me think, "oh no I tried a stimulant once- I am gonna be addicted for life". And I was convinced I was addicted. I was having my first panic attack on stimulants- it felt just like a bad trip on LSD, I didn't know how to stop it! So I started to hate stimulants and then I realized that if I hate this experience- I cannot become addicted. So now I am calm down again. So stimulants can be calming or cause extreme anxiety- and I experienced both in a 10 minute span. But addiction is not a one time thing, it takes at least a couple times. And since I just had an anxiety attack- I am a little bit weary about this stuff. I can see myself 100% becoming addicted to benzos, but one bad panic attack on stimulants and I'm kinda sour now. But that was very scary going down the rabbit hole of stimulant psychosis, the thoughts of anxiety just compounded and I didn't know how to stop it, I wanted to physically start running. I have a feeling that was just a newbie panic attack, but that was pretty insane. I feel good and calm now tho. Yeah no I don't ever want to get addicted- I think my anxiety may save me from a stimulant addiction. If I take benzos I know there will be a 90% chance I get addicted.