You are trying to get help and being turned away. I know exactly how that feels and exactly how it is to have my partner not give a damn about it. In fact, he tried to ruin any progress I had made.

Please keep trying to seek out help. Not through him, but through as many other support systems as you can. Please. Keep calling the hospital. Ask for more resources...

I'm going through this now and just completed a hospital program which helped me gain the strength to leave. It is still so hard but if I learned anything, it is that he will never be there for me, and I can not heal with him in my life. It is impossible.

Do this for you. You are beautiful and worth it!