Big, but not 600 lb big, I don't think people realize how badly even the most average people think of you. I have a skinny sister and whenever we're in public, the treatment from strangers is huge.

They smile at her, acknowledge her existence and generally treat her as a person. Then when they look over at me, it's like they do a complete 180. Neutral face or very uncomfortable, don't acknowledge I exist unless absolutely necessary.

And people wonder why I have anxiety or don't even consider myself human. When you get treated like week old garbage, it's difficult.

Seeing how a lot of people on this sub talk about fat people too, makes me just want to not exist anymore.