You're time to leave is coming. You're 18 (I assume) you're best bet or escape is to head off to College or University abroad.. far away from your parents and start a new life and experience the good things on earth.

Out of all religions Islam seems to be the most strict on around. Islam teaches Muslims to fear allah... If you don't fast fear allah. Fear allah for this.. Fear allah for that.. but remember Allah knows best.

Allah being the same monotheistic God from Judaism and Christianity (who is all knowing) allowed two of his former religions to be "corrupted" as Islam teaches.. Allah got so upset that he decided to send a book (Quran) to Muhammad as the only miracle in Islam (which was never put together in 23 years).. but previously split the sea for Moses. and allowed Jesus to turn water into Wine and many other miracles.

I am not convinces that Islam is the right religion, as it claims to give women rights to inheritance, and saved baby girls from being killed because they were worthless.

But as you see yourself, Islam allows men to beat women. Its stated that most of the dwellers in hell are women because they disobeyed their husbands. It allowed Muhammad to kill husbands and take thier wives as captives and sex slaves.... Why doesn't Mohummad practice what he preaches? He has more then 9 wives.

Every religion is a religion of peace because the human race wants to survive and continue our species.. BUT they only want it to be done with everyone following the same religion to hey eradicate the others and keep the "good" ones.

My prayers are with you to which ever God hears my prayers. Keep strong! We are here for you.