Yeah exactly. Wake up and the first thing I want to do is blaze. Yet, absolutely ZERO desire to have a beer first thing in the morning. I understand though, that there are several hundred thousand people that do feel the need to drink first thing in the morning. And that's why I do view alcoholism as worse than being addicted to trees.

But it almost seems like nobody talks about the risks of trees, just the benefits. Whereas everyone talks about the risks of alcohol.

I can't eat edibles or smoke personally. I just went 4 months without THC, then I had some edibles. Then I had like 1000 dollars worth of edibles in a month. Then I started blazing again. Now I'm about 3 weeks clean but I know I cannot start again. It's just too in my brain. I'd love to be able to burn a joint once a month before a movie or something like that, but I literally cannot. It just leads down a dark road, every time.