/ttcafterloss Daily Discussion Thread #2 - September 17, 2019

My D&C is scheduled for Thur PM. Why is my body just holding onto it? I feel so bloated and it makes me sad to be carrying around my baby (stopped at 7.5weeks) who isn’t alive and growing. It’ll be over 2 weeks since baby stopped growing. I don’t understand what my body is doing or not doing?

I had 0 symptoms and signs while pregnant and 0 symptoms and signs during the MMC.

Just really sad, confused and disappointed. Ready to move on and process what happened, and then prep for next TTC Cycle.

I bought all new types of premium prenatal supplements for me and hubby. So that our egg and sperm will be best prepared at next Cycle. I’m letting my body rest for the next week or so and then we will get back to daily exercise, dieting, no caffeine, no drinking, etc...

I’m scared that I’ll miscarry again bc I’m 40 and that my eggs will all be bad / missing chromosomes.

Ughhh. This just sucks. Why is conceiving, growing and birthing a baby so hard?

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