As someone who has experienced a lost through suicide there will always be moments that come up (usually at the craziest of times) when you will think WAS there something I COULD have done? That will haunt you, until you finally say...you have to let it go. My thoughts and views have changed about suicide over time, and I realize some people are just really tired. I have always prided myself in pushing forwarding and advocating to never give up, but I realize I am not in the position to judge another person’s actions because I do not know their circumstances...but what I can do, is pray for their peace. I really enjoyed this poem even if it was bittersweet for me. This was a lovely piece of work. Thank you for sharing!