Last thing. Here's a blueprint. Symmetry. Everything you do has to be symmetrical. If your goal is to change or gain or whatever. Example gain. Every action does have to gain something but every action you do should lead you closer to your gain. Aka your goal. And if you know anything about positives and negatives. Every action will either being you to your gain or closer. How far the goal is unimportant. How long it takes. My OPINION. Unimportant. But if anything the first to is to simply VERB. Just do it. And keep doing it. Eventually something will start to connect. Little by little. And you will be challenged. Expect it. You will be challenged your whole life. Failure is potential. As everyone can't win. But I've noticed winners prepare to potentially lose.