Ugh

I get that maybe I should jsut fucking explain to her but u know what’s crazy? I feel like once I finally am open, n confident, then Ima be in so much emotional pain Cuz I’m finally facing my truth. I have to sit with all of it and I don’t want to or be uncomfortable but I try to look at our connection with love instead of blame to help me understand she’s just trying to push me to stand up for myself. It’s not fair though why couldn’t I have just explained more yesterday instead I ruined it we used to text even tho we’re far apart and it was great and all but I got afraid of being engulfed or not being good enough to help her or feeling trapped but it’s literally not her fault I’m too afraid to say no if people won’t like me. Nobody gets that we the same soul some days I don’t wanna accept it. But then it’s such a blessing I can’t believe I have the life I do regardless of TF really just everyone and my family.

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