UGH I hate that I love him!!!

I'm in the same position as you with my STBXW. She cheated, is now in a full on relationship and in love. My brain doesn't work and I can't wrap my head around it getting over it. She is functioning like nothing happened and I'm just an utter mess. I've been trying so hard to keep it together but every day (every minute rather) is a challenge. I did everything I could for my family, worked hard, provided, gave everything she ever wanted and this is the end result. It's like a nightmare that I can't wake up from. I've made some progress through therapy and joining a gym but it's just a roller coaster ride of emotions. Long story short, I feel your pain.

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