I’m really sorry to be asking GCJ but I’m trying to do this in the right way and not cause drama.
So basically, my brother had gone grocery shopping with me before the PS5 event and when we got home, he made a dessert and tried getting me to eat it. I had a sneaky suspicion that it was a weed brownie and had asked him so and he said so honestly “no? Why would it be?”. It was. And it wasn’t up until the end of the show that I felt it kicking in. It didn’t. It felt like my heart was beating out of my chest, I felt like I was having a panic attack, and my body just went numb and I was scared. I don’t care if I sound like a bitch, fuck that. It’s not for me. I had 3 friends come by after I sounded fairly worried on the voice call and they just found me laughing at every single thing but I didn’t want to be. It was hurting. I don’t want to talk to my brother for a bit because I felt like my trust was betrayed. After letting him know I didn’t want to eat it, he found his own way to not knowing how I’d react. I just don’t want drama between our parents because he pretty much hates my parents