I've been feeling blegh mentally college has been REALLY wearing me down, and as I explained earlier a girl I used to like back in high school messaged me out of nowhere a funny memory she had about me and said she was glad to see me doing well. It felt kinda good that someone who haven't really talked to in a year and a half was thinking about me despite me being pretty damn low this semester than I ever been. Even though we are in different colleges and she is dating someone, I am starting to catch some feelings for her again even though I moved on awhile ago, and I am still thinking about those messages (sent on Saturday) even now. Who knows if she was doing to mess with me or if she was drunk? Am I stupid for taking it that to heart in a way that is good, I feel really bad for the catching feelings part and even worse I just responded with an awkward thanks which she just opened today. Why am I so flawed?