I wrote this today and want to share it at my group on Sunday, but not sure if it's worth sharing or not I'm probably going to delete it but yeah.

"Do you have a job? A job that's not this I mean a normal job.

"No" I shake my head I don't have a job, but I'm trying it's difficult. Could this even be a job? I mean it is a job, but l've only been here twice that isn't here or there is I guess.

I don't know I come here I put on an act a persona. These men flirt I flirt back. Complaints are flattering but I have no interest or attraction. They touch me I touch back but I get nothing out of it. Except for the money. It's as they say the men folk ain't my thing.

I snap back to the moment and she says I've been trying to find a job too I want to do something that's not this,but yeah it's difficult.

Honestly the best kind of job would be a job that let me buy expensive clothes and things just be comfortable.

You mean like this she says you can make a lot or money doing this.

I guess, but no I mean like one of those white people jobs you know where it's just kind of sit back and do whatever you have a fancy title you can't explain. An assistant, an office the works. You know like that meme online about mediocore white men.

She replies back Yeah I know what you mean I'd love to have one of those white people jobs, but we're Latinas so we have to work