Thank you, But I’m sort off set on it. I don’t think I can talk to my my dad he’ll probably just yell at me because he’s an angry alcoholic but he works hard for me and I know he loves me, My cousins have told me story’s of my dad touching a teen girls at a family New Years party and he cheats on my mom so he’s not a really a good person so I don’t really talk to family. but I can still tell he cares for me. My mom probably just wouldn’t care. I can talk to a school counsellor but that’s probably not going to solve anything or make me feel any better.

I don’t think my problem is temporary, my problem is that I hate life, I hate society, and all I feel is pain. It’s not a problem because there’s no solution. I think I’m better off dead, sorry if that’s not the response you where looking for.