try taking dxm and mdma and say ur brain isn't destroyed (seriously don't fucking do this if you do this and tell the hospital you heard it from me I'm going to flip 5 times and jump into the eternal flames of hell, enter then win the brain fried Olympics by counting to H with a helmet and smacking pans together then hop on one leg to the one of millions of mc Donald's there are in hell and eat a big uridine quarter pounder with monophosphate fries which I then continue to stick in my ears, ass, mouth and nose. I noticed the effects were potent especially with my high mc donalds diet.) but yeah man I suggest solving ur personal problems before nootropics nootropics that are rcs are just as sketchy as many of the shulgin phenethylamines which have costed people a lifetime of mental health. be careful a not potent effect is not a non toxic