I used to always think it was a meme

There was this one time where I thought I took 300ug but instead had taken 600ug.

Initially tried to fight it as the realization hit that this was going to be a rough ride and it was freaking me out a bit, I saw my mind eat itself like a snake eating its own tail, interspersed between moments of confusion (who am I?) and clarity (just tripping, breathe in, breathe out) I saw my entire past present and future unfold, every choice leading it up to this moment, and every future choice going forward from there, it felt like taking a test and being shown a cheat-sheet, the only thing left to do was to fill in the answers myself.

I'd say it was a bad trip, very introspective at least. I realized I wasn't living to my fullest potential and that taking LSD or other drugs was just escapism. But it wasn't it felt incredibly calming, motivating. I was laughing like my entire life up until then had been a fat joke, yet at the same time I felt sad for all the time I had wasted, and content for where I at least had gotten in my life (a sort of understanding for what has happened so far).

It took a couple of weeks to process that, I still drop acid sometimes, but it's purely recreational similar to a movie night, in the meantime, I've started to slowly change my life one step at a time. Hoping it'll be lasting enough for me to become who my mind on acid thinks I should be.

Not being a spiritual/religious person I always thought people who had profound trips were just interpreting things in such a manner, but that trip touched my very soul.

Now if it could help me with quitting smoking that'd be fantastic but I'm afraid I'll have to look elsewhere for that.

My advice; write your experience down (I guess this post is just that, but for others reading this) turning it into something tangible helps to solidify those emotions and thoughts for future reference.

/r/LSD Thread