Used to sell coke to a midget, and I intentionally ruined his life

Well not the best kisser and a bit wooden in the sack was Barry, but was a very open and often affectionate. But we were both very tipsy and he was usually off chops.

Absolutely not John's first time at the rodio. I was going to arrange for a girl to peg him at some point.

im sure he chise his words catefuly when he thought he was being recorded ecause there was a noticeable change in what he was saying and I took him to task. He didn't deny it as emphatically as I would want, but he convinced me I was paranoid.

And I and asked him direcly because he sounded like he was performing for somebody else. And to humiliate me. I love smack talk but he was being a massive dickhead.

i should have smacked him in the teeth but I thought it was possible he was just awkward and really drunk and wasted. Seemed to be distracted with some payment to be made to his dad overseas. Everything after that was really just attempting to sound him out to see exactly how full of shit he was. And sometimes he was convincing. But not really. Just a process of actually trying to find out what he was on about.

But I just thought he was bit confused aboutvsine things. I think he mentioned he'd started seeing someone. Assumed from what he said she was probably accommodating but I don't know. And I think I encouraged him to explore that with her. And he was not inexperienced. And was sleeping with other people I thought. It did go on for a 12 months.

He insisted having a relationship which I resisted but went Long with because it was more of a fetish talk than action.

Defiantly developed a mistrust towards him. I occSiknaly would say slightly hyperbolic things to him (which doesntt mean much if he doesn't know those people or they are not identifed) and study his reaction. No big deal unless he's up to something.

He did totally and deiberatly fuck with my head. I thought initially he was being threatened by someone to get dirt on me. But it took until recently for all the pieces to fit. He was paid directly or indirectly to spy on me and report information back, and liklet gather compromising personal private info, to destroy me, direction of his boss and mine, and his gf likely knew and received a benefit.

And I'm sure they're ready to do it.

I had some paranoid thoughts about him and was distrustful but it took a while to figure it out because it just so hard to believe.

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