Vanlife Rant

I'm entrenched in the really not good part. I'm absolutely miserable at the moment and have been wandering around southern California for almost a month deciding what to do and if I should work to make a bit more. I have enough but it's barely enough ya know? I'm almost ready to throw in the towel, I've been really depressed. I've been at it for about 4 months now and never planned to do it permanently. I've gone from Ohio to the Arctic and down to southern California with plans to head down through Mexico and back but day by day I'm losing the will to continue. I'm not the sort of person who can vandwell without a plan or an end goal and I'm slowly seeing my plans deteriorate. I've been conceiving of this trip for quite a while and to call it quits early is a saddening prospect but going on how I've felt lately is really setting me back mentally on a trip that up until a month ago was absolutely life changing. Sorry if this isn't related I just don't talk to many people anymore and needed to put it out there.

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