Please, pleeeease. I was a 14 year old girl, too. I was groomed online, too. Please stop this. There is a huge psychological and even physiological difference between a 14 year old and a 21 year old. I'm 21 and I can't even stand the thought of dating someone that's 18, because I know there's a huge difference there. During your teens, you're growing rapidly, you're extremely hormonal, and your psyche fluctuates. He's taking advantage of you. And even for a joke, nsfw content of a minor is WRONG and attracts pedophiles. He's a pedophile. He doesn't love you for you. He fetishizes your age, no matter what he tells you. Please stop this now, before you end up getting hurt or traumatized. I'll never be able to change what happened to me. How big a toll it took on my self esteem and respect. But hopefully you can keep it from happening to you.