Very true. I had to realize that I was at the point that I was miserable with or without kratom so why not be miserable without it for a while and push through to freedom. Wanting to quit but not being able to is absolutely miserable. So you’re already there. Your body and mind are telling you.

It sucks for sure, but it’s not any worse than watching yourself as a zombie stuffing their face with powder while you watch your body and mind waste away. It gets better and better without it. It’s just that initial fear that is so hard to overcome. It takes more force to move an object at rest than it does to sustain an object in motion. You just have to get over that initial hump and it gets better and better from there.