Wedding day left me exhausted and mentally drained with no energy to mingle with guests during reception

I'm trying not to let it ruin my memories but my mind keeps going back to how stuck up I must have looked by not talking. I think it's my anxiety more than anything that's making me feel like this. My mind always goes straight to how people are looking at my flaws and how I'm this and that and it drives me crazy, when in reality most people are just so caught up with whatever is going on in their own minds that they're too busy to notice me (if that makes sense, lol). I'm sure it was the same at my wedding because as far as I could see, all of my guests were engaged with their table mates so it's totally possible that they didn't notice that I was a bit off that day.

/r/wedding Thread Parent