Got enough courage to schedule a counseling appointment for my anxiety a few weeks ago. Today was my first session and I'm happy that someone understands me. My boyfriend disappointed me on Wednesday. We are planning a hybrid graduation vacation (for me) and a reunion for his fraternity brothers. We were looking places to stop by and I said, "I definitely don't want to go to a hookah bar," because I don't like smoke and it messes with my heard. This ensued into an extra 45 minute conversation about how I should use another word other than definitely to say I don't want to go somewhere. I get that I could've used better words, but every time I indicate I'm apprehensive about going somewhere because of my anxiety, he gets irritated. It makes me so upset. I haven't talked to him since Wednesday evening.