Sports gambling is an adrenaline rush for sure. You live and die by wins and losses, literally in financial terms. If I could go back to 2018, I'd take the pill to remain blissfully unaware.

When Kittle caught that ball Sunday evening I popped out of my seat, texted my buddy who I knew was cheering for SF and was just a fan again for a few minutes. And then it was back to business on the why and how that could affect any bets I placed that day.

I'm tired of looking at the games with the spread in mind, or looking at who will give me the best odds on a TD parlay.

I just want those few minutes on Sunday evening again. I just want to go back to being a fan of football.